Sunday, May 9, 2010

March Posts

So many posts in the month of March as his death was immanent. Trying to say all he could before his kidneys failed. Trying to post as many poems as possible, older ones he pulled out of his trunk. Hard to read as his spelling went awry, as his brain was oxygen starved and hungry.

I am struggling with his decision not to tell me of his choice to die in this painful way. But I realise the option may have been another stroke. I could not have continued to care for him if his physical condition had been worse than it was. I do thank him for letting us both be free.

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